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HI! Welcome to my fanfic. A few notes before we get started.
1. I absolutely encourage constructive criticism. There's not a story on here that I don't think could be better, and I like to learn from my mistakes. Crit away.
2. I absolutely adore feedback of any stripe. So whether you want to comment at length about the philosophical ramifications of Stargates, just say 'Yay!', or leave kudos at the AO3, it's all cherished and adored, and I'm usually pretty good about answering feedback. If I don't, either LJ/DW/AO3 notifications are down or something major has happened IRL.
3. I've moved all my fic to the AO3 for ease of finding things and tags and sorting and all kinds of other spiffy things. Please go there to see my works. There are links at the end of each fic to the entries back here if you prefer to comment on LJ (or DW - or you can comment directly on the AO3), or you can leave kudos without logging in/having a login or you can not comment at all! No comments required, really.
4. Should you be interested in podficcing, remixing, doing a DVD commentary, doing crit in a public (or not public) space, making art, a mix, a knitting design, or a macaroni castle for any of my fic, please feel free to do so! I am honored that you would even consider it, and I'd love to know about it, if you feel comfortable with it (drop me a comment, PM me on LJ or DW or email me at kisahawklin at gmail). No need to ask permission, you are absolutely allowed to do anything to any work I've ever created.
5. WELCOME! I hope some of this stuff makes you happy. It certainly makes me happy.

30 Seconds to Mars RPF

Alexander the Great

Criminal Minds

Leverage

The Losers

Psych

SGA

My entire collection at the AO3
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Mar. 16th, 2012 @ 10:02 pm Like a Duck to Water
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Title: Like a Duck to Water
Rating: General Audiences
Words: 3689
Summary: High school swim team AU. Yeah, I totally did that.

Like a Duck to Water at the AO3
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Mar. 4th, 2012 @ 01:09 pm Scenting, John/Rodney explicit fic
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Title: Scenting
Rating: Explicit
Words: 2001
Notes: Prompt from the [community profile] sga_kinkmeme: Rodney is super-sensitive to smells, and a whiff of (sweaty!) John makes him go crazy with lust. Written for the [info]mcsheplets Still in love with John and Rodney fest. Beta by the lovely [personal profile] soleta.


Scenting at the AO3
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Jan. 28th, 2012 @ 12:00 pm ante_up_losers is live!
OMG FIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIC! There are 49 new Losers stories today!

The Ante Up Losers: Fic Exchange, 21 stories

The Ante Up Losers: Fic Scramble, 28 stories

And holy crap, guys, I got five stories! I am blushing over here, because the embarrassment of riches, seriously. THEY'RE ALL AMAZING, TOO, HOOOOOOOW DO PEOPLE DO THAT?!!

My exchange story: Family Means No One Gets Left Behind (Except When It Doesn't), which is the story of my heart - Roque, post-movie, watching the team's backs, saving Jensen's life (twice!) and the beginning of what is undoubtedly a rough reconciliation. Not to mention competent!soldier!Jensen, which is a rare occurrence and much loved.

My scramble treats (OMG SERIOUSLY, FOUR OF THEM, WHAAAAT):

A Boy and His Dragon, a short Losers/Temeraire fusion that is amazing (everything is better with dragons!) not just because of the fusion, but because it's modern-day Temeraire world, which is brilliant.

Take You for a Ride Down the Mind Way, Baby (5 Fantasies of Jake Jensen), a gorgeous piece about five fantasies of one Jake Jensen. The Jensen voice in this is awesome, the way the story is woven together is perfect (I admit my preference for five things stories that are woven into a cohesive story is a button that's mashed hard here), and the ending exactly what I want, in every fic, ever. Also, the individual fantasies? ARE HOT AS HELL AND STILL GIVE AMAZING TEAM.

Stand Reborn (Before Us All), a Losers/Hellraiser (movies and the new comics) crossover. This story, you guys, omg it is so gorgeous, the language so evocative (and dark! which I love, but if you have sensitivities or triggers, please note the warnings), so terrifyingly beautiful... I don't know what else to say. If you like dark, or horror, please read, this is an absolutely magnificent piece. I cannot even come up with more praise, I'd just be chucking superlatives at you. Just, if you can, go. Breathe it in.

Four Coffee Morning, a missing (Cougar/Jensen) scene from the movie. It is pitch-perfect movie Cougar/Jensen, exactly as I see it in my head - slightly angsty but mostly not (despite the angst? I have no idea how the author does that), Jensen being both perfectly Jensen and yet smart and determined in a way sometimes gets lost in fic, I think (my own definitely included here). This is one of those scenes that my slash goggles just assumed was behind the scenes of the movie, and someone wrote it out, exactly like in my daydreams, and handed it to me on a platter. Perfect, gorgeous, beautiful Cougar/Jensen.

ETA: And another, OMG!

A Brief Conversation About Forgiveness, Roque and Jolene, post-movie, post-Max, a conversation that tells so much in just 242 words. Brilliant.
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Jan. 26th, 2012 @ 09:37 pm Don't you want to write a little Losers?
Just a wee bit? For meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee??? (I mean, like, for anyone, because this is my fest (well, half my fest - [personal profile] lady_krysis owns the other half ♥), and the more fic, the better, but if you really want to write a wee thing for me, my dear author letter is here).

Anyone can write for the scramble - even if you're not in the fest - even if you only want to write a couple of sentences. If you have that little idea that's been niggling at the back of your mind, write a little something! We would love to have you. <3

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Ante Up: The Losers Fic Scramble 2012 | Ante Up Prompts List | Dear Author Letters | Contact A Mod


ANYONE can write for Ante Up: The Losers Fic Scramble, so spread the word! All you have to do is look at the prompts list (linked above) and see if anything inspires you. Fics for the scramble can be ANY length. Just be sure to post to the Ante Up: The Losers Fic Scramble 2012 so these lovely gifts can remain anonymous and hidden until stories go live on January 28.
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Jan. 21st, 2012 @ 08:17 pm Fandom Snowflake Challenge - Day 15
The Fandom Snowflake Challenge
Day 15: In your own space, share a favorite memory about fandom: the first time you got into fandom, the last time a fanwork touched your heart, crazy times with fellow fans (whether on-line or off-line), a lovely comment you’ve received or have left for someone.

So this is a teenie weensie bit late, heh. I have been uh, just a little busy at work (*snort*) and this one was hard for me because I have had amazing fandom experiences IRL and online, and just, all the time. I can't possibly pick just one, so consider this a virtual fandom hug from me to you.

Other things:

I have written that Murder By Numbers fic for [personal profile] maharet83's request on day 7. It's shorter than I wanted, and it's actually RPF (Ryan Gosling/Michael Pitt, talking about their characters), but I like it just the same. Practice Makes Perfect, teen-ish for a bit of kissing, I guess. I might write more later, but I have so much to do, ugh, the stress is kind of killing me.

I've also written a sequel to my lolcats fic, this one an actual SGA/Losers crossover. John/Rodney and Jensen/Cougar, gen, It Runs in the Family (thanks again to [personal profile] storm_petrel for the werekitty inspiration).
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Jan. 21st, 2012 @ 02:16 pm Practice Makes Perfect, Michael Pitt/Ryan Gosling, 13+
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Title: Practice Makes Perfect
Fandom: Murder By Numbers RPF
Words: 1146
Notes: For [personal profile] maharet83, who requested Murder By Numbers fic in the Fandom Snowflake challenge. This is... probably not exactly what xie wanted, but it's what came of my most recent re-watch.


Practice Makes Perfect at the AO3
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Jan. 14th, 2012 @ 12:49 pm The Fandom Snowflake Challenge, Day 14
The Fandom Snowflake Challenge
Day 14: In your own space, ask for help. Need a beta? Always wanted to learn how to make a vid? a fanmix? icons? Maybe you’d want to have someone cheering for you while you work on an upcoming big bang or fannish bingo?

Okay, I... this is really hard for me, this one. I wish I was one of those writers who talked about their writing and had millions of people cheering me on and asking for more (and thank you to those folks who do! I really appreciate it!). But I haven't yet developed whatever it is that makes me think that anyone else would be interested in what I'm doing (other than the stories themselves) - even though it's actually happened with some absolutely wonderful folks on occasion. And so, I hesitate to ask for this because it seems like it is so selfish and I don't feel like I give anything back, but...

I really need a cheerleader for Impromptu. This story got its first 30,000 words written on the strength of an amazing cheerleader (my first, and one of my best, though I didn't know it at the time, and I am profoundly sorry that I didn't) and the next 40k written on serious gritting my teeth and just doing it stamina over the next four years, and now, in the final push to the end, I really could use someone who is as excited about it as I am, who's willing to email or chat about it at least a couple of times a week, read pages as they're getting written, and argue with me about characterization or plotting or whatever (and yet, not nitpicking about the little stuff that'll get fixed in a beta).

I know that there are people who love to do this (hell, I love to do this, and have done it for some of the most unlikely fandoms/stories), but it still feels ridiculously selfish to ask.

I feel like I talk about it all the time, but... for those who don't know, Impromptu is my epic SGA AU where everyone is a professional musician. It's John/Rodney (of course), and there's background Teyla/Kate, Ronon/Jennifer, and Lorne/Parrish (that's reeeeeeeally background). The music part, I'm acing. I have the rest of the plot worked out, and I just want to finish the damn thing (it'll probably end up around 100k). I've done massive calendar juggling every year this goes on, and I'd really like for this to finally be the year I post it.

ETA: I'm heading off to no-internet-for-kate-land for two days, so I'm screening comments (I don't exactly know why, but it feels like I should), and don't feel bad if I don't answer you right away - I am just in a rush and will be back Sunday night).
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Jan. 14th, 2012 @ 12:48 pm Fandom Snowflake Challenge - Day 13
The Fandom Snowflake Challenge
Day 13: In your own space, share a favorite piece of original canon (a TV episode, a song, a favourite interview, a book) and explain why you love it so much.

[Warning: The show I'm about to rec is about FBI agents that profile serial killers. There's a lot of murder (and other bad things) that happen on this show, and I've heard more than one person call it torture porn. I don't get that feel from the show, myself - and while I'm not a huge fan of crime shows, I've seen enough that this show doesn't really faze me, or make me feel like it's more OTT with violence than any other cop show. Still, if you are sensitive to these things, this show may not be for you.]

Okay, so, I love Criminal Minds a lot. It may be obvious from previous days in this challenge that it's not one of those fandoms that I'm really fannishly active in (like, say, The Losers), but I love the source material so so so much, and here's why.

1. Good writing. Man, there's so much good stuff in this show, and the first is that it's smart. I don't feel like I'm always smarter than the folks solving the crimes, I'm engaged in what they're doing, both because I love the characters and because I feel like I'm learning stuff. Also, their characterization is (usually) subtle and doesn't treat the audience like they need to be hit by bricks. A lot of characterization happens off camera and is only referenced on camera (this leads to things like my theories of Reid's wardrobe being influenced by the girls he's dating). My favorite episodes for the way they unwind are Fisher King part one and part two, which just happen to be the Season 1 finale/Season 2 opener. On top of the writing/team/everything (REID!), there's Jane Lynch as Reid's mama. I love her.

2. Amazing characters and a sense of the team as family (and there you hit one of my major narrative kinks). I'll admit I prefer Gideon to Rossi, and Prentiss to Greenaway, but no matter who is on the team, the team is AMAZING. One of the reasons there aren't any runaway 'ships is because everyone has chemistry with everyone. I can think of scenes that would work for Reid/anyone (sorry, but I think you all know my preference for Reid), Morgan/Garcia (they flirt outrageously all the time and are good friends IRL (with MGG too), Morgan/Greenaway, Rossi/Prentiss, Gideon/Garcia (I think this would be kind of cute, if I didn't sort of make the D: face at Gideon 'ship fic), Prentiss/JJ, JJ/Garcia, and the thing about Hotch is that he's so buttoned up and everyone clearly loves and respects him so much, it's not a stretch to pair him with anyone (but this is the exact reason I don't). Morgan is super-hot and also gets paired with people because, well, hot. Myself, I just love the team as family and really just want them all to be happy together. Some of my favorite episodes for team are Secrets and Lies (FBI vs. CIA, ha! - Season 1 Ep 21), The Big Game/Revelations (okay, this one is Reid-centric, but all the members of the team have their moments - warning for non-con drugs - Season 2 mid-season cliffhanger, Eps 14/15), and Seven Seconds, the team being competent in a child abduction case in a mall, Season 3 Ep 5.

3. Delightful acting and great chemistry. The reason that I can't really decide on a 'ship is because of this. They all get along and are brilliant together. I prefer to see them as family, as I don't really want any more out of their relationships, but I do read ship fic from time to time, because I want more of the characterizations. It's so subtle, I can't figure out why people aren't chomping at the bit to write the offscreen stuff that's referenced onscreen. I'd have to link every episode ever for this one, so if #2 and #3 are the things that convince you, best to start at the beginning and inhale them all.

4. Great guest stars - Jane Lynch as a recurring character (Reid's mom, naw!) and Nicholas Brendan as a recurring character (Garcia's boyfriend, naw!). And everyone else in the world, too! CKR, Gina Torres, Wil Wheaton, Sienna Guillery, Tim Curry, James Van Der Beek, Elle Fanning, Frankie Muniz (True Night, one of my faves), Anton Yelchin (Birth, Sex, Death (another fave), Jackson Rathbone (Conflicted, another fave)... the list goes on and on!

5. Dr. Spencer Reid. I love him a ridiculous amount. Partially because he is physically right up my alley (skinny, tall, long hair) but also because character-wise, he is right up my alley (genius, awkward, geek). Matthew Gray Gubler, who plays Reid, is also all of those things (with a bonus helping of dorkiness), and holds the honor of being the only Twitter account I follow in the whole wide world. I could go on about Reid for ages, but let me tell you a bit more about my favorite Reid episodes before I show you a few pictures, hm? L.D.S.K., where we learn about Reid's difficulties with a gun and some about his childhood (Season 1, Episode 6), Derailed, where he uses sleight of hand to fake out an unsub (among other things - Season 1 Ep 9), Elephant's Memory, where he sympathizes with the unsub a little too much (more about his childhood as a genius in the Las Vegas public school system - Season 3 Episode 16), Memoriam, where we learn more about his family and he works out some issues with his dad (this is my favorite Reid episode, I think - Season 4 Ep 7), Amplification, anthrax scare with Reid!whump (there's a lot of that, and a lot of Reid as damsel in distress, another of my favorite things - Season 4 Ep 20) and the list goes on. For me, my favorite seasons are 3 and 4 because it's what I call the Dr. Reid Show! There's some great Reid in Season 1 and a little in Season 2, but Season 3 they seem to catch on that he's a hit, and that stays through Season 4. Season 5 they back off Reid a little (because MGG wanted a breather - he also directs an episode) and Season 6 is the Emily Prentiss show! There are issues (MAJOR issues) with Season 6, but it is all about Prentiss, which is amazing (except for why they were doing it). I have not yet seen Season 7, and I am withholding judgement until I do.

But I did say, Seasons 3 and 4 are my favorite, because It's the Dr. Reid show! (Also, this is when his hair is the longest and unruliest.) (13 pictures, some quite large.) )

And that's why I love Criminal Minds so very very much. Me and [personal profile] soleta are in the middle of a rewatch right now so we can catch up on Season 7. We're at Season 5, and we're watching three to four episodes a night (all day on weekends we're not otherwise occupied), and I am just reminded constantly about how much I love this show and these characters and how much I wish there was more love for it on the internet. I don't do much on LJ anymore (and I know there are a few communities over there), but on DW, there's [community profile] criminalminds (which I hadn't known about until a few seconds ago, but just posted - oh, looks like it's mostly fic), [community profile] agents_and_unsubs and [community profile] hotch_reid_rossi (which are mostly dead), and [community profile] gubler_daily and [community profile] pageturner, (for MGG and Paget Brewster, both of which are completely dead). I can't believe there's not somewhere that's just about squee for the episodes (there are a few episode reactions on [community profile] criminalminds but not many) or meta for the show. I wish someone could explain to me why it just isn't a fandom for that. (There are a ton of MGG fans - I had a lot of stuff on my flist originally, but, much as I love him, that's not what I'm looking for, really, you know?).
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Jan. 13th, 2012 @ 01:16 am It Runs in the Family, Gen SGA/Losers, John/Rodney and Cougar/Jensen
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Title: It Runs in the Family
Rating: For general audiences
Words: 1892
Notes: So apparently were-cat John is not out of my head, and this is a sequel to Basement cat has infiltrated heaven. John and Rodney meet up with Jensen and Cougar. Other installments I can imagine in the future is kitty romping with John and Jensen and massive adventure fic with both teams. TEAM. In the meantime, I don't even know what this is. Don't hurt me.


It Runs in the Family on the AO3
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Jan. 12th, 2012 @ 10:21 pm The Fandom Snowflake Challenge, Day 12
The Fandom Snowflake Challenge
Day 12: In your own space, rec at least three fanworks that you think would make a good intro into XYZ fandom. Rec a fandom overview, a introductory picspam, stories that define and shape the fandom.

I don't think anyone needs an intro to SGA (ask if you do, I have a zillion links, or can find them for you), but I'm still enthusiastically in The Losers fandom, nearly two years after the movie came out. (I'm a bad fan, I haven't read the comics - but I do have the gist of them).

1. [personal profile] catwalksalone's Losers' primer. Includes comics and movie, and LOTSSSSSSSSS of big pictures. Seriously, if you just want to read the amazing [personal profile] storm_petrel fic that I recced a couple of days ago, hit this primer, and off you go!

2. The comm! For all your Losers' needs: [community profile] the_losers_2010. Also, while you're subscribing to comms, why not check out or annual fic exchange, which will go live in a couple of weeks: [community profile] ante_up_losers!

3. And now, it's going to be tough, picking out one amazing story as a fandom intro, so I'm going to give you four. :D

i. The Sniper at the Gates of Heaven by [archiveofourown.org profile] JoeLawson. An upbeat apocalypse fic. With a happy ending. No seriously. It's AMAZING.

ii. The Rabbit Test by [personal profile] katemonkey. Mpreg. Yes, you read that right. For [personal profile] katemonkey, I read mpreg. It's not exactly mpreg - Cougar gets turned into a woman first - but still. It's lovely and wonderful and I loooooove this Cougar.

iii. you raised me like a bruise by [personal profile] lady_krysis who writes some of the best Aisha, period. She is badass and menacing and tougher than all the Losers put together.

iv. Insomnio by [personal profile] james. I love this fic like burning because it is a Jensen fic that is quiet (sort of...) and yet still perfectly in character. I'll just quote you the first paragraph:

After being in the Army for three years, Jake Jensen knows three very important things. One is how to eat whatever is in front of him without gagging. The second is about Cougar. The third is the definition of privacy.

So there you have it. Welcome to The Losers fandom (which, to put in a plug for the fandom, is truly amazing, so much talent in such a small group of people). Thirty to fifty new stories in a couple of weeks. You're welcome.
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Jan. 12th, 2012 @ 01:05 am Fandom Snowflake Challenge - Day 11
The Fandom Snowflake Challenge
Day 11: In your own space, ask for recs. Something as simple as "I like XYZ (where XYZ is a kink, a pairing, a trope, etc) - please rec me some."

Okay, so, one of my favorite tropes is fake marriage (that then turns into a real relationship). I dunno, I can't seem to get enough. In SGA, I've read most of them, and recced some of them. I'm willing to read this trope in any fandom, so give it to me! Give me your undercover married or marriage of convenience or marriage for citizenship stories. Anything, I'll take it.

Also, while I'm here, should you get this urge when there's not a convenient Fandom Snowflake Challenge going on, try [community profile] kink_finders.
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Jan. 10th, 2012 @ 09:49 pm Fandom Snowflake Challenge - Day 10
The Fandom Snowflake Challenge
Day 10: Sometimes you run across a creator and just fall in love with what they do. Maybe they're really good at what they do or maybe something about what they create strikes a chord in you. Either way, you end up just inhaling everything they've ever done. And wanting more, of course...*g*

Share a creator with us. It doesn't have to be your absolutely favorite creator, because I don't know about you, but I have a long list of absolute favorites. Maybe pick someone less well-known, or someone who does something unique in terms of media or pairings or ships or fandoms.


Okay, so, this is so tough. Because I would honestly, unreservedly rec half my flist. Names that I had half-written posts for: [personal profile] busaikko (she alone has expanded my fic horizons by whole galaxies), [personal profile] devildoll (as I've said before: the first author in SGA when I jumped in where I read absolutely everything I could get my hands on), [personal profile] anatsuno (if she's reading it, I'm listening to it), [personal profile] chkc (chibis that make me grin like a fool, gorgeous non-chibi art - sometimes with tentacles!)... the list goes on.

But my smaller fandom needs a little love, too, and while there are a bunch of folks in The Losers fandom that I love (omg, [personal profile] lady_krysis and [personal profile] james and [personal profile] katemonkey and [archiveofourown.org profile] JoeLawson, the list goes on for miles), the person whose writing makes me jump up and down with glee is:

[personal profile] storm_petrel

So, I may be a little biased because [personal profile] storm_petrel wrote me By daybreak we'll be gone for [community profile] ante_up_losers last year. From the notes: This is the story about how Franklin Clay grew up, joined the army, and got a pack, mostly by accident, or, as my sister calls it, being a werewolf means never having to talk about your feelings. I love this story a ridiculous amount. It's Cougar/Jensen, with Roque/Clay sort of, and just, team. I love love love love this story to bits and pieces.

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And let us not forget the inspiration for my [info]sga_santa lolcat fic: The first eight don't count. Jensen is a werecat. I fucking love this fic to pieces, and it is right up there with some of my classic SGA comfort fics when I need to curl up on the couch and make myself feel better.

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One last rec (though, seriously, just go to [archiveofourown.org profile] storm_petrel and read everything): These things get louder (or, five times the losers met the a-team) because as crossovers go, this is the one I wanted from day one.

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So, that's my love letter to [personal profile] storm_petrel. Go, go and read. And if you haven't seen The Losers yet, let these fics convince you - it's totally worth it. <3
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Jan. 10th, 2012 @ 12:42 am Fandom Snowflake Challenge - Day 9
The Fandom Snowflake Challenge
Day 9: In your own space, create a fanwork. A drabble, a ficlet, or an icon, art or meta or a rec list. A picspam. Something.

I trolled the Day 7 wish lists and found [personal profile] nonisland's request: I'd love to have fic bringing Elizabeth back from the whole replicator plot at a point of your choosing without pairing her with John (or Caldwell). Genfic is totally fine! If genfic is not your thing, my personal favorite (yet tragically rare) Elizabeth pairing is with Radek Zelenka...

This is not quite the happy ending, but in my heart of hearts, I imagine Radek goes to visit often, and they spend much time together and fall in love happily ever after. It's just late and I'm really, really tired.

Catch and Release, an almost-fix-it for S05 E05 Ghost in the Machine. Elizabeth, Radek, and Lorne, and a little sadder than I meant, but I do imagine a happy ending eventually!

(Also coming soonish - a little Murder By Numbers slash for [personal profile] maharet83, hopefully. Getting the movie for a rewatch now.)
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Jan. 8th, 2012 @ 02:20 pm Fandom Snowflake Challenge - Day 8
The Fandom Snowflake Challenge
Day 8: In your own space, talk about a talent (or talents) you have. Everyone's got something they're good at. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

So I'm embarrassed to ask for things, and I'm while I'm not embarrassed about my talents, I'm embarrassed to talk about them out loud. One of my cardinal rules is that if you have talent you don't have to toot your own horn, someone else will do it for you.

I'm trying to get over that because a) it's not always (or even normally) true and b) it's one of the ways that women remain silent about their talents and contributions and I think it can lead to imposter's syndrome, and that's no good for anybody.

1. I'm good with words. I write okay, but I'm pretty good at editing/betaing. I'm better with the in close stuff (grammar, spelling, punctuation, word choice, sentence/para structure and rhythm/voice as well as characterization and plot logic) than the wider stuff (structure of the piece as a whole, pacing in an overall work (I'm good within smaller sections)) and I do better on shorter works because I can do them all in one go (and the bigger stuff is small enough that I'm good at it too)...

Okay, so, there, see that? The 'I can't possibly rec myself without caveats'? THAT ANNOYS ME. I hate that I can't possibly just say, "I AM A GOOD BETA" without either adding in that only in specific ways, not all around or I can't even say "I AM A GOOD WRITER" but only "I am an okay writer." I hate it. It makes me angry that this is how I feel I have to represent myself, like I can't shine. I'm going to try to fix that on the next things.

2. I am good at music. This one, there is no caveat on (and wouldn't be even if I hadn't just given myself that lecture). When I was in shape, I was probably in the top 1,000 clarinetists in the world (and would be again, if I could get back in shape - but I don't really think I ever will). I have a good grasp of theory and composition and decent enough of history, and I would not feel out of place (nor be underqualified) as a clarinet/theory teacher at most American universities.

3. I am good at organization. I am not OTT (I like my house/workdesk tidy but not neat, if you know what I mean), but I can organize almost anything (and do on a regular basis). I love taking a whole bunch of stuff and making it into a list or spreadsheet, or finding ways to deal with systems/processes to make them more efficient.

4. I am a good teacher. A great one, if it's something I'm good at. My memories of teaching my clarinet students will always be some of the most heartwarming of my life. I think about going back to teaching a lot, but I don't really want to teach music, and one of the problems with having as many music degrees as I do is that they won't let you teach anything else.

5. I'm a good baker. I used to be terrible in the kitchen (and I'm still not a cook by any means, though I have a few dishes I can make) but I'm a damn fine baker, and I have the desire to play with baking recipes to make them right, and I love to do it.

There are actually other things I really like about myself, but I think this is enough for now. :D
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Jan. 7th, 2012 @ 05:30 pm Fandom Snowflake Challenge - Day 7
The Fandom Snowflake Challenge
Day 7: In your own space, create a list of at least three fannish things you'd love to receive, something you've wanted but were afraid to ask for - a fannish wish-list of sorts. Drop a link to your wish-list in this post. Maybe someone will grant a wish. Maybe you will grant a wish. If any wishes are granted, we'd love it if you link them to this post.

It's really tough for me to ask for things. Like, it embarrasses me and it's one of the reasons I never do any of those spiffy writing memes (I'm also terribly certain that no one gives a crap about what I write and is less than interested in doing anything with it - which is why I was so deeply pleased and thrilled with those requests to link works the other day). But I'm doing this challenge, and so, here are things I am embarrassed to admit I would really, really like.

1. I would absolutely love transformative works of my transformative works (including art, podfic, fanmixes, translations, craftworks, remixing, continuing, or changing the story itself, anything) for any of my stories, any of them, seriously. But the one thing I want more than anything in the world, is art for Kinky Boots: the image of John, naked except for thigh high leather boots. That is the only time I've written a story from a single image I saw in my head, and to have that image be out in the world would be amazing.

ETA: OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG LOOK WHAT [profile] danceswuithgary made me!!!!! <333333

Cover for Kinky Boots! )

2. I would like some very specific Criminal Minds recs. This fandom is tough for me, because so far what I've read just doesn't work for me. For one, I love the team as a team, and I don't ship them. I like them as friends and family, and I love all their partners (Lila or Austin for Reid, Sarah for Gideon, Kevin for Garcia, Will for JJ, Haley for Hotch), so I'm not interested in 'ship fic for this fandom (which is probably why I haven't really been in this fandom so much). Now, that said, I don't mind 'ship fic, and I have read lots of it (Garcia/Morgan, Morgan/Reid, Prentiss/Reid, JJ/Reid, Garcia/Morgan/Reid, okay, I really like Reid, so what?!), but my problem with it is not with it being 'ship fic but with the fact that it doesn't feel like the show, or the characters feel OOC to me. On the other hand, I'm not really interested in case fic for this fandom; the show itself scratches that itch just fine. What I am looking for is this: character-based fic that specializes in backstory or fills in bits and pieces of their characterizations that we see in canon. I love CM because it really only hints at their characterization (for the most part). I would have thought that the fandom would have run with those savory little bits of information, but either I'm looking in the wrong places or it just doesn't exist. Help a girl out here? I will read 'ship fic, if it specializes in characterization or backstory, and the characters I love best are Reid, Garcia, Morgan, Prentiss, JJ, Gideon, and Hotch (pretty much in that order). Elle and Rossi, no thanks. They're just not my cup of tea (I don't mind if they're in the mix, they're part of the team, obviously, but I'd rather they not be the focus of the fic). I know those are really specific requirements, so anything you can give me would be awesome.

ETA: Five Times that Emily Prentiss Celebrated her Birthday (and one time she didn't) by [personal profile] twtd. \o/ BRILLIANT. GO READ NOW, KTHX.

Is This Your Card by [archiveofourown.org profile] lalaietha, Reid/Austin (the bartender from 52 pickup!)

2a. Okay, I lied. There is ONE 'ship fic I am desperately seeking. I want the fic where Reid and Hotch get it on in the car after interviewing Chester Hardwick in Damaged. Hotch taking off his jacket and being all "OH YEAH? I'M GONNA MESS YOU UP BIG MAN" and then Reid saving the day with a 13-minute ramble? Something about Hotch taking off his tie set me off, and I want the porn, man, with a simple "that was so hot" sort of explanation. I don't even care if its plausible, because to me it's plausible based solely on Hotch ripping his tie off and Reid stepping in to save his ass. <333 Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeid.

3. Icons! :D :D :D I love icons, and I suck at them so bad. :( I would love icons for the following fandoms/characters or interests: Losers/Cougar, Cougar, Cougar, Jensen, Pooch, Aisha, Roque; CM/Reid, Morgan, Garcia, Prentiss; Fringe/Olivia, Astrid, Walter, Broyles; How to Train Your Dragon/Toothless (or Toothless and Hiccup), Astrid, Ruffnut and Tuffnut; Leverage/Eliot, Parker, Hardison; ballet; classical music; Kate Winslet; Vin Diesel; Wylie Dufresne; fooooooooooood.

ETA: OMG SO MANY AWESOME ICONS! Check the comments for Losers, Leverage, Fringe, and Criminal Minds! :D :D :D
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Jan. 6th, 2012 @ 09:21 pm Fandom Snowflake Challenge - Day 6
The Fandom Snowflake Challenge
Day 6: In your own space, rec at least 3 fanworks you thought you wouldn't like (because they weren't your fandom or they pushed against your boundaries or you thought you just wouldn't be interested) and that you ended up loving.

So I don't know if I've talked about my boundaries with fic before, but it's been a kind of hilarious practice where I start doing something with an extremely limited set of parameters and then just keep expanding them until there's nothing left. I started fanfic reading with a het OTP and I pretty much read only that. Then I found slash, and was all !!!! Then I started multi-shipping (and read all these things I swore I never would, like incest and deathfic and noncon and... seriously, I don't know if there's anything I wouldn't read anymore (except unintentionally bad fic - I still back button out of stuff that I cringe at reading)).

Kink was interesting for me, I didn't think it was my thing, honestly, and I thought maybe I was just really vanilla. But then I read a few things and liked them, and then I read a few more things and liked them, and then there was [community profile] kink_bingo and suddenly I was writing kink and now I read and write most kinks. Here are three that at one point or another I just thought "no way" and was delighted to be proved wrong.

Cut for length, and possible squicks or triggers in the recs themselves. )
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Jan. 6th, 2012 @ 12:00 am Translations and podfics, oh my! :D
Randomly, I had three invites to link my work to other works on the AO3 tonight. Nothing could make me more happy! :D :D :D

[archiveofourown.org profile] tinypinkmouse posted her two podfics of my stories and [archiveofourown.org profile] hwinter translated one of my ficlets into Russian! :D :D :D

Fic: June from White Collar (from my International Women's Day ficlets
Translation: Джун by [archiveofourown.org profile] hwinter

Fic: The Clusterfuck Job (Criminal Minds/Leverage crossover: Reid walks into a bar and meets... Hardison)
Podfic: Podfic of The Clusterfuck Job by [archiveofourown.org profile] tinypinkmouse

Fic: by faith ye stand, (Constantine (movie): post-movie, Constantine helps the human Gabriel)
Podfic: Podfic of by faith ye stand by [archiveofourown.org profile] tinypinkmouse
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Jan. 5th, 2012 @ 10:18 am Fandom Snowflake Challenge - Day 5
The Fandom Snowflake Challenge
Day 5: In your own space, share something non-fannish you are passionate about with your fannish friends.

Turns out I posted about the Brahms clarinet sonatas yesterday, so I got this one done early. There's nothing I don't love about them - classical music, Brahms, clarinet, piano, everything. There are links for those who have never heard them.

(There's a bit of fic at the end there too, Cadman and John in Impromptu-verse (not!Impromptu because it's John POV, but it slots neatly into the universe - or will, when I finally finish the monster).)
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Jan. 3rd, 2012 @ 03:04 pm Fandom Snowflake Challenge - Day 2
The Fandom Snowflake Challenge
Day 2: In your own space, post a rec for at least three fanworks that you did not create. Drop a link to your post in the comments. See if you can rec fanworks that are less likely to be praised: tiny fandoms, rare pairings, fanworks other than stories, lesser known kinks or tropes. Find fanworks that have few to no comments, or creators new to a particular fandom and maybe aren't well known or appreciated. Appreciate them.

I think podfic is sorely underappreciated, so I am going to rec three of my favorites. I wish I could rec some for smaller stories/fandoms, but I don't have any handy and no time to listen (and this is already a day late).

Fireball (2:34:38), written by celli, read by shaenie.

Okay, so, this story is just fantastic, a brilliant NASCAR AU in the grand tradition of SGA AUs, wonderful and fast-paced and man, if there is a better reader for something like that, I don't know it. [personal profile] shaenie reads fast and wry and I could listen to her for hours and hours (this one is 2:34:38 and I wish it went on for five more hours).

Junk Cheap (1:11:18), written by devildoll, read by zoetrope.

This is another delightful complete AU by the first author I read comprehensively when I jumped into SGA. [personal profile] devildoll's story is gorgeous and wonderful and like a warm blanket and tea on a rainy day. Add [info]zoetrope's wonderful reading and you could curl up with this on the worst of your bad days and feel warm and fuzzy.

A Beautiful Lifetime Event (2:56:54), written by astolat, read by anatsuno and
A Missing Scene for A Beautiful Lifetime Event (12:28), written by resonant, read by general_jinjur.

Delightful story and delightful missing scene. It's the classic McShep kidfic, and if you need more of an introduction to the story, I don't know what to tell you. [personal profile] anatsuno continues to be one of my absolute favorite podfic readers. Her pace and accent is music to my ears, and her voices are spot on – I love listening to her Rodney. [personal profile] general_jinjur is brilliant too, another favorite of mine. I like her accent too, though I can't place it, exactly. I have a thing for accents, maybe. Both of these readers are amazing – I'd go for anything either of them recorded, ever.
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Jan. 2nd, 2012 @ 03:14 am 2011 Posted Fic
The List )

This was the year of starting and completing novella length works. My big bang (67,255 words) just edged out my mcshep match (55,271 words), and I was writing them at the same time for a lot of the summer. It was a lot of work and a lot of fun (thank you, [personal profile] wintercreek), but it also wore me out and I needed to take two months off writing to be able to get back in the swing of things. I think mostly it was the year of realizing that I shouldn't be signing up for too many challenges. [info]sga_santa is still a well of inspiration, but most of the others that I did last year were like pulling teeth. I'm going to have to think long and hard about [info]mcshep_match this year. (I find that pinch hits are really a kick in the butt too - I may just sign up as a pinch hitter for everything.)

Total of 34 stories in 8 fandoms. Over 300k written and over 200k posted (wowza, hadn't expected that, even with the two long stories), so even though it felt a bit rollercoaster-y, this was a good writing year. I've signed up at [community profile] inkingitout for 300k next year; I feel confident I can make that total, and I have some things I'd like to play with in my fic, which I hope to do if I can make the writing even more consistent. I'd really love for this to be the year I finish and post Impromptu. It's a big story, but I've finished two of those now, I know how (and there are no deadlines so I can take proper time to polish up the story afterward).

Also - for those of you that like shiny things (like spreadsheets), I've jiggered the writing spreadsheet I've been using for three (four, maybe?) years now that has really been motivational in keeping my numbers up: 2012 Wordtracker. It's not for everyone, but if it's for you, have at!
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Jan. 2nd, 2012 @ 12:24 am The Fandom Snowflake Challenge, Day 1
So I am doing the Fandom Snowflake Challenge, and lucky for me, day one works neatly with [info]sga_santa reveals.

Day one: In your own space, post a rec for at least three fanworks that you have created. It can be your favorite fanworks that you've created, or fanworks you feel no one ever saw, or fanworks you say would define you as a creator.

I don't think any of my fic defines me as a creator (every story is a piece of me; none of it is more me than anything else), and normally I'd go with rarepairs or something like that, but it just so happens that [info]sga_santa reveals were today, and I just so happened to write three stories for the fest, each of which are something special to me.

What Happens in Pegasus, Stays in Pegasus, Rodney/Jennifer, Rodney/Jennifer/John, NC17, ~11,000 words.

This story started the moment I got my prompt, and went like wildfire. I haven't written too much het, even less explicit het, and then I've written even less M/F/M sex. As in, none. I like threesomes and moresomes, and I like het. I'm glad to have written this piece, and I hope to write more of those things in the future. I'm also pleased with Jennifer in this. I knew from the beginning that it had to be her POV and I think that it worked really well with the story I wanted to tell. Anyway, I'm pleased with how it turned out and I hope I end up writing more of these three. They're quite lovely together.

Warmth, A Divine Intervention, Team gen, PG-ish, ~3500 words.

There was a big Rodney!whump theme in the fest this year; I haven't read all the fics so far, but a good number of the early ones I read were h/c where Rodney got hurt. This is sort of in that vein, though I tried to make it mostly about the comfort (team snuggling is a personal favorite). I really planned to write McShep; somehow the team just kept butting its head in, and I decided if it was really going to be McShep, then it'd have to be in the sequel. I love the VE, though it's not the biggest part of this; I love what Rodney did (and how many episodes I had to research to get my facts right). I had a lot of really excellent ideas for porn, too, just not enough time to write them. Maybe later.

Basement cat has infiltrated heaven, werecat!John/Rodney, G, ~1200 words.

I started a super-angsty h/c fic that whumped the hell out of werecat!John and Rodney for this prompt and I got several thousand words into it before I realized it was simply too big to finish in the time available to me. So I dumped that and started this ridiculously lolzy fic (and then, when cleaning up my writing folders for 2012, promptly deleted the first one /o\). I almost asked them to post it anonymously, I was so embarrassed. I shouldn't have been; it's gotten the most comments of all three fics, despite taking the least amount of time to write, having the least words and lowest rating, and being the crackiest. It's the popular pairing; if I ever needed a reminder that any fic featuring John and Rodney is going to be more widely-read than any other pairing in SGA, this fic served that purpose nicely. I don't generally do humor (or not particularly well, I think), but rereading it, I do sort of love it, in a weird cracky way. John as a ruffled black cat will never not be funny.
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Jan. 1st, 2012 @ 02:44 pm Basement cat has infiltrated heaven, John/Rodney, General Audiences
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Title: Basement cat has infiltrated heaven
Rating: General Audiences
Words: 1218
Notes: [info]scarlettandblue, this is totally your fault I hope you like it! Your final words (I love it when Rodney has a cat, or a cat-like-thing, or when John gets turned into Rodney's Cat-like-thing) caught my eye and I couldn't help myself. Owes a debt to [archiveofourown.org profile] storm_petrel's The first eight don't count, and if you pushed me, I'd say that in my head-canon, John and Jensen are cousins. My thanks to the heroic efforts of my last second beta. This is, I think, the silliest thing to ever exist. Hope you enjoy, [info]scarlettandblue.


Basement cat has infiltrated heaven at the AO3
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Jan. 1st, 2012 @ 02:25 pm Warmth, A Divine Intervention, Team Gen
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Title: Warmth, A Divine Intervention
Rating: General audiences
Words: 3594
Notes: [info]saffronhouse was a generous requester; one of the many possibilities was Rodney-centric h/c and while I thought this was going to head the John/Rodney route, it seemed to want to stay team gen.


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Jan. 1st, 2012 @ 02:14 pm What Happens in Pegasus, Stays in Pegasus, Rodney/Jennifer, Rodney/Jennifer/John, Explicit
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Title: What Happens in Pegasus, Stays in Pegasus
Rating: Explicit
Words: 11,245
Notes: Thank you for the awesome set of prompts, [info]ladysorka! I hope I've hit at least a few of your buttons here.


What Happens in Pegasus, Stays in Pegasus at the AO3
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Dec. 26th, 2011 @ 12:43 am What a day!
Five boys playing four video games in one room. Ages 3, 5, 7, 10 and 10. LOUD OMG SO LOUD. But they're all delightful, and man, 10-year-old #2 is one heck of a musician already.

Fun gift exchange thingee in which we went in with a plan and it TOTALLY WORKED. (I got flannel pants I bought myself. :D (No, actually, [personal profile] the_wanlorn bought all our exchange gifts this year - thank you, [personal profile] the_wanlorn!))

Comforted younger sister in process of getting a (nasty) divorce twice (and cried when I saw the note her younger son wrote her for Christmas that said "I will be help you when you and Daddy are separated and he makes you cry.").

Let 15.5 year old niece drive me around in my car.

Played with a kitten, a bunny, a gerbil, and a full grown cat. Nearly brought home a miniature black fluffy kitten from Wisconsin (already taken, unfortunately).

Watched most of Princess Bride.

Had a boatload of candy, and also some ham and cheesy potatoes. Hope you had/are having a wonderful holiday, if you celebrate, and a nice weekend, if you don't.

Also, I am remiss in that I did not post this rec first thing: Holding On, my delightful [info]sga_santa gift! IT IS SO AMAZING GUYS. NC17 OT4, and man, Teyla's characterization is drawn so beautifully, and I just love the four of them together, and the feel of the story, and how it is oh so much more than just porn. It is love. I love this story so much, and I cannot imagine a better story for me, or for the amazingly crappy two weeks I've just had (and I will probably not detail them, just suffice to say, yeah. Crap.). What a wonderful thing - please go read and lavish compliments on my santa!
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Dec. 9th, 2011 @ 11:43 pm No Good Very Bad Day, John/Rodney, General Audiences
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Title: No Good Very Bad Day
Rating: General Audiences
Words: 980
Notes: I had a no good very bad week, so I gave Rodney some cuddles. Part of the Getting old in the Pegasus galaxy series. Thanks a million to [personal profile] soleta for the quick lookover.

No Good Very Bad Day at the AO3
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Dec. 4th, 2011 @ 02:20 pm Fx, Evan/Radek, Evan/Laura, Explicit
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Title: Fx
Rating: Explicit
Words: 3922
Notes: A while ago, I offered timestamp ficlets, and both [personal profile] scheherezhad and [personal profile] bluflamingo asked for a timestamp in the Rx 'verse. This is for them.

Fx on the AO3
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Nov. 19th, 2011 @ 12:50 am OMG YOU GUYS!!!!
So over on the 2011 Fall Fandom Free-For-All, I requested SGA/The Incredibles: Edna Mode designs the team's outfits. I want this like burning!

And [info]denyce answered the call, and brilliantly! :D :D :D

À la Mode, Gen Team + Team Lorne! Go, read! It's AWESOME!
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Sep. 25th, 2011 @ 07:25 pm Cardiogenesis (The Heart of the Matter), John/Rodney, Mature
Title: Cardiogenesis (The Heart of the Matter)
Pairings: McKay/Sheppard, McKay/Keller, Keller/OMC, brief Sheppard/OMC
Rating: Mature
Word Count: 55,252 words
Warnings: temporary major character death, semi-detailed descriptions of medical procedures and illness/injury
Summary: It was the stupidest way to die in any galaxy.
Author's Notes: For [info]mcshep_match, prompt fatal flaw, Team Sheppard. A million thanks to my incredible hand-holder, cheerleader, and beta, [personal profile] wintercreek. This story would not have made it here without her (and probably wouldn't be named after a Don Henley song (and extra thanks to [personal profile] mrcreek for Cardiogenesis)). Thanks also to Team Sheppard for piles of encouragement, and the Match Mods for being amazing. Finally, a huge thanks to the legion of folks, including [info]lavvyan, [personal profile] mecurtin, [info]mific, [info]skitz_phenom, [info]altyronsmaker, and [personal profile] meghanc, who gave me hope and a light at the end of the tunnel.


Cardiogenesis (The Heart of the Matter) at the AO3
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Sep. 22nd, 2011 @ 11:11 pm .

This is my life - Blogged
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Sep. 16th, 2011 @ 01:06 pm Signal boost: What's going on with #yesGayYA
What's going on with #yesGayYA by [personal profile] cleolinda has an excellent roundup of who said what and does a great job of deconstructing the arguments. If you've been seeing things fly by on your flist or dwircle about the Gay YA kerfuffle but not really getting the gist of it, I recommend this post highly.

If you haven't heard what's been going on with this, then I recommend it even more highly.
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Sep. 11th, 2011 @ 04:02 am Truth, Justice, and the Lantean Way, John/Rodney, explicit
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Title: Truth, Justice, and the Lantean Way
Rating: Explicit sex, some violence
Words: 67,280
Author's Notes: This all came from misreading a professional email I received. It was about biobanking, but my fannish, sleep-deprived brain read: Learn the Legal and Compliance Issues of Cockblocking and suddenly I wanted fic where Rodney sued John for cockblocking. See AO3 for more notes on pairings/characters and beta thanks.


"I want to sue Sheppard for cockblocking."


ALSO! :D :D :D

I was blessed with a bunch of gorgeous art and the perfect fanmix, omg. Check these out:

Art by [archiveofourown.org profile] strivaria
Art and fanmix by [archiveofourown.org profile] gblvr
Art by [archiveofourown.org profile] omg_wtf_yeah
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Jul. 8th, 2011 @ 02:04 pm Baaaaaaaaaaby Dinosaur, SGA gen
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Title: Baaaaaaaaaaby Dinosaur
Rating: All ages
Words: 434
Notes: I found this little commentfic I'd written for [personal profile] cesare a while ago. From the original comment: To [personal profile] cesare: Okay, so I wanted to write you a little something but was having a hard time coming up with a prompt, so I asked [personal profile] meghanc and she gave me: i think that they're on a mission and they find sort of a baby dinosaur-type thing which is... not my usual blankety comfort-fic, but hit an itch, so here you go.


Baaaaaaaaaaby Dinosaur on the AO3
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Jun. 27th, 2011 @ 08:10 pm Boundless, Aisha/Clay, 17+
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Title: Boundless
Rating: 17+
Words: 612
Author's Notes: So many thanks to [personal profile] katemonkey for being a beta extraordinaire and cranking this right up to 11. Any mistakes left are most definitely my own. For the fisting/stretching square on my [community profile] kink_bingo card.


Boundless at the AO3
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Jun. 26th, 2011 @ 12:55 pm The Price of Coffee, John/Rodney, 13+
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Title: The Price of Coffee
Rating: 13+
Words: 841
Author's Notes: For [personal profile] cesare, who talked about John and Rodney makeouts when they're old and know they'll always be there for each other. I couldn't help but think of my old John and Rodney series and wrote this little something for her.


The Price of Coffee at the AO3
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Jun. 22nd, 2011 @ 06:26 am Anyone up for voting in a poll?
From the amazing [personal profile] cesare, I'm going to C&P - I'm on Team Sheppard, if you're feeling like voting my way (always appreciated, not necessary). EVEN MATCH TEAM MEMBERS CAN VOTE THIS YEAR!

Voting continues on the McShep Match Icon Challenge! There are great icons on both sides. Here are just a few of Team Sheppard's icons:





By [personal profile] mific, [profile] beechercreature, [profile] altyronsmaker, [personal profile] chkc, [profile] bluespirit_star, [personal profile] busaikko, [profile] gottalovev, [personal profile] almostnever, and [profile] hoktauri.

Please check out the challenge and vote Team Sheppard!
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Jun. 8th, 2011 @ 06:24 am Cockfight, Cougar/Jensen, 17+
Title: Cockfight
Rating: 17+
Words: 4200
Contains/Warnings: dub-con, exhibitionism, casual murder (cage match fights to the death), temporary amnesia
Author's Notes: For [community profile] kink_bingo, the danger square on my card. Thanks a million to [personal profile] healingmirth for a top notch beta; all remaining mistakes belong to me, me, me.
Summary: Cougar's the reigning champion of the ring. He has to be, because it's the only way to survive, and that's all he knows how to do.

Cockfight on the AO3
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Jun. 3rd, 2011 @ 10:47 am *dolphin noises*
[community profile] sgareversebang is live! Bunches and bunches of amazing art and long SGA stories!

Check out the masterlist!

ETA: Oh, I guess I should say that [personal profile] soleta and I wrote a story for it; Tag, Hide and Seek, and Other Grown Up Games, gen mission fic, to go with [personal profile] pajamas' lovely Not the kind of ship I was expecting. Many thanks to [personal profile] lavvyan for helpful ideas and soundboarding and [personal profile] the_wanlorn for beta.
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May. 16th, 2011 @ 12:06 am Into the Fire, John/Rodney, 13+
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Title: Into the Fire
Words: 1955
Notes: A follow up to Out of the Frying Pan for the [community profile] queerlygen Work and Play flashwork challenge.
Summary: Diners, Drive-Ins, and Dives comes to Charlie's.


Into the Fire on the AO3
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May. 14th, 2011 @ 01:16 am Temptation, Priest/Black Hat, 15+
Title: Temptation
Words: 681
Rating: 15+
Notes: So I saw Priest tonight, and of course the first thing I wanted was the Priest/Black Hat slash. Then I wanted the happy ending for Priest and Priestess. This is a bit of the first, the second may come later (or more hopefully, someone else will pick up that idea). I had to give them names. I went looking for them but didn't find them anywhere, so I made up my own - I chose Luke for Priest and Adam for Black Hat.


Temptation at the AO3
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Mar. 1st, 2011 @ 08:36 am Last chance, folks!
[community profile] romcomorama claiming ends in about an hour and a half - if you've been putting it off, now's the time to sign up. :D
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Feb. 19th, 2011 @ 09:46 pm Another Time, Another Place, John/Rodney, 15+
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Title: Another Time, Another Place
Rating: 15+
Words: 879
Author's Notes: Whoops - somehow this never really got posted. Rectifying that now.
Original notes: Okay, so [community profile] queerlygen's flashwork challenge #3 is zombie apocalypse. I usually try to write something for it. I was with [personal profile] gblvr and [personal profile] meansgirl last night, and [personal profile] meansgirl said she might try to write a bit of Cadman from her awesome zombie AU that she wrote for [info]sga_santa last year. And I thought that was a great idea because I loved that story to bits and pieces! So I decided I would write in it too, but the John/Rodney part, since, well, OTP and all.

And I did! And I'm going to post it here in a minute, but... I can't put it on [community profile] queerlygen because it's not gen. *headdesk* Apparently I can only work with so many restrictions in my head at once. Once zombie apocalypse was in there, I forgot about the rest.


Another Time, Another Place at the AO3
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Feb. 12th, 2011 @ 02:12 pm romcomorama is here!
Hey there! I'm running a multifandom rom com fic fest with [personal profile] meansgirl! It's really laidback (dates, rules, and faq here), no DW or AO3 accounts necessary (it's only on Dreamwidth because I can't LJ at work and we need to have one single post for the claiming part), you can post your fic anywhere and just link to it in your announcement post (which the mods will put up at the DW community if you prefer), and you'll have four to six months to write.

The prompts post is live, and while we have a fair few rom coms, there's a lack of non-het ones, and non-US ones, and older ones, so I'd love to get a little more variety in there before prompt claiming on Monday.

We also need a few more members, so I'd love some help spreading the word. I can cover SGA fandom, but if you're in a fandom and would like to see more rom coms, please feel free to pimp this somewhere your fandom will see it! If you know of a notice board type community for your fandom, feel free to use the text below and let me know in the comments that you've posted. Otherwise, drop a link to the comm in the comments, and I'll go put up a post. I'd like to not crosspost within fandoms too much, so a central non-particular-ship comm would be best. Thanks in advance!

If anyone wants to create a feed for the DW comm on LJ, that would be brilliant, too.

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Feb. 7th, 2011 @ 04:49 pm Monday Night Lights, Losers, team, 10+
Title: Monday Night Lights
Rating: 10+
Words: 1509
Author's notes: For [community profile] ante_up_losers, for [personal profile] storm_petrel, who not only wrote a pinch hit, she wrote for me! And it was AWESOME!

Monday Night Lights on the AO3
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Feb. 7th, 2011 @ 04:47 pm Snow Day, Jensen/Cougar, 13+
Title: Snow Day
Rating: 13+
Words: 494
Author's notes: For [community profile] ante_up_losers, for [personal profile] healingmirth, because she was an awesome co-mod.


Snow Day on the AO3
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Feb. 7th, 2011 @ 04:40 pm The Lost Prince of Atlantis, Losers/SGA/SG-1 crossover gen 13+
Title: The Lost Prince of Atlantis
Rating: 13+
Words: 5722
Author's notes: For [community profile] ante_up_losers, for [info]akadougal who wanted a Stargate/Losers crossover.


The Lost Prince of Atlantis on the AO3
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Feb. 5th, 2011 @ 12:40 pm How It Ends (You Already Know) Neil/Kent, 13+
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Title: How It Ends (You Already Know)
Fandom: So You Think You Can Dance RPF
Rating: 13+
Words: 5313
Author's Notes: This is because I got a little obsessive about this vid of Kent and Neil doing Travis's choreography, and this is what came of it. Art by the lovely [personal profile] soleta.



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How It Ends (You Already Know) at the AO3
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Jan. 11th, 2011 @ 11:57 pm I am broke, but the last time I did this, I think it worked out for everyone involved.
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There's some outrageous flooding in Queensland, Australia, and as a way to get some dollars to flood relief organizations, [info]waltzmatildah is having an auction in the comments in this post.

I am offering two fics to the highest bidders, you get 100 words for every $1 Australian. Bidding ends January 23, 11:59 pm AusEDST (I cannot for the life of me find that link to the time converty thing - HELP ME!).

Here's my offer, if you're interested:

Fandom/s: The Losers, SGA
Characters/Pairings: Gen for either (and possibly other fandoms as well, feel free to ask). Losers: Cougar/Jensen for sure, Cougar/Jensen/Pooch probably, others, please PM to ask first just in case. SGA: just about anything, but obvs McShep and Lorne/Zelenka are my go-to pairings.
Other: AUs are my specialty; I like crack. If you specifically want canon, let me know, please! Also, please let me know what rating you'd like - I will write specifically to what you're looking for.
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Jan. 10th, 2011 @ 12:23 am All Hallow's Eve, John/Evan, Teyla/Laura, pre-John/Rodney 13+
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Title: All Hallow's Eve
Rating: 13+
Words: 4799
Author's Notes: Evan-the-tarot-reader fic for [personal profile] silverraven (because this universe belongs to her) and [personal profile] scheherezhad because she made me art! :D :D :D


All Hallow's Eve at the AO3
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